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Dreams versus Reality
she tried being nice. she tried being a good girl. but after a while, it was too much. she couldn't hold on to the pasted smile, and son, the innocent smile devolved into a sardonic smirk. after seeing her mother locked away and her father drink his troubles away, sometimes taking it out on her, after being harassed and abused in school, after being molested by a trusted adult, she had enough. she, a 18 year old girl of average intelligence, but an overactive imagination. she wanted revenge. she needed to get back at them.
i hate these people. Tara thought, in the first three minutes of her third period of the last three days of her last school year. why do all of these people have to talk at once?
Tara placed her head on the cold plastic desk and heaved a great sigh. she could hear the conversations the other 18 students were having, and was just as interested in their conversations as an elephant was about a group of ants'.
"did you hear about Stacy's..."
"i know rig
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my Mother's kisses
from the time i was born to now, my mom would write me letters when she was away, be that jail, out of state, or just not able to see me, she wrote letters to me and my dad. i have a box full of letters, from "i miss you" letters to my dad to "how are you" letters to me. in almost every letter, i now notice, there is a lipstick mark, where she kissed the page, like a "goodbye" kiss, or just an "i love you" kiss, in every single one with a kiss mark, she had a different shade of red lipstick, or so it looks to me.
in some of the letters there are dried teardrops- mostly the ones from when she was in jail- and they were the ones that always made me angry and sad at the same time. she left us. not the other way around. but there was also the thought that if she was crying, she was in pain, maybe she would come back to us. she didn't.
when i learned to read, i realized a funny thing, her handwriting was terrible. it was shaky and the letters bled into the others, i learned to read my mom's
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something fishy here... by NotYourAverageBlonde something fishy here... :iconnotyouraverageblonde:NotYourAverageBlonde 0 0 psychedelic tiger by NotYourAverageBlonde psychedelic tiger :iconnotyouraverageblonde:NotYourAverageBlonde 1 6 naked neko by NotYourAverageBlonde
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i don't even know... by NotYourAverageBlonde i don't even know... :iconnotyouraverageblonde:NotYourAverageBlonde 0 0 in the mirror by NotYourAverageBlonde in the mirror :iconnotyouraverageblonde:NotYourAverageBlonde 2 0 never nude by NotYourAverageBlonde never nude :iconnotyouraverageblonde:NotYourAverageBlonde 1 0


Comfortably Numb by Aegis-Illustration Comfortably Numb :iconaegis-illustration:Aegis-Illustration 2,449 376 Tattooed Bless The Fall Skateboard by JustinMichalik Tattooed Bless The Fall Skateboard :iconjustinmichalik:JustinMichalik 2 18 the price of beauty by TruChalk
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the price of beauty :icontruchalk:TruChalk 353 84
The Angel of Death - complete by Bee-chan The Angel of Death - complete :iconbee-chan:Bee-chan 762 70
Coffee Stains
Dress shoes click on the streets laid slick with cinnamon and wasted air
It's sugar on your lipstick, darling; a dangerous affair.

You chose coffee
Like you chose romance
Just for the idea of romance; cream and smoked wood swirling around in your cup,
And steam curling up into the atmosphere like the locks in his hair.
Crushed, bitter,
Tantalisingly dark and hauntingly aromatic
You craved it
You mocked the raven that eyed you from its branch out in the blustering courtyard and
You didn't even like the taste.
The silver curve of the teaspoon showed your warped reflection like a deathly omen
It showed the line of your neck and each glittering pearl
The hanging clock on the wall, for all its carved hearts and varnished oak
Couldn't quite drown out the tolling
Pendulum swinging by your ear as you ran your hand along the creases in the leather seat
The sweet, too-strong perfume mingling with the scent of the
Dark black coffee
Much as the gold around his wrist had
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Attraction by JustinMichalik
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Attraction :iconjustinmichalik:JustinMichalik 25 34
Pot Watcher - The Game by JohnSu Pot Watcher - The Game :iconjohnsu:JohnSu 8,087 2,910 Fionna Hat Tutorial (The Wire Method) by MishaCosplay Fionna Hat Tutorial (The Wire Method) :iconmishacosplay:MishaCosplay 1,278 138 Polymer Clay Rabbit Tutorial by Hollabaloo Polymer Clay Rabbit Tutorial :iconhollabaloo:Hollabaloo 518 36 Wire Wrapped Cabochon Locket Tutorial by AMyriadVice Wire Wrapped Cabochon Locket Tutorial :iconamyriadvice:AMyriadVice 1,285 325
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CONTEST - Precious Songbird
Verse One
You can't run away from me
Mostly because you've got
No where to run
No where to go
I've got you wrapped around me
Trapped within me, quiet
Hush your crying
You aren't hurting
Now sing for me
My songbird
Locked away
Tightly in an iron cage
No escape
Pressed against the bars and your will is
Beneath the steel prison
Screaming madness
As I invade your mind
Verse Two
Phantom demons
Cursed to this cold
Frostbitten, broken-hearted
Afflicted with the pain (pain)
I've got you under my thumb
And I'm under your skin
It's a game of cat and mouse
And you can't win
Verse Three
Trap doors and hidden hallways
Watching you struggle
Little girl (4x)
You can't find release
From the labyrinth of your own sickness
(Bow to me, yield
Safe from the cold)
Chorus 2x
You'll never see the light of day again
If it is up to me
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Headband with ram horns by ArtisansdAzure Headband with ram horns :iconartisansdazure:ArtisansdAzure 53 16 .DASucksNads. by Effwit .DASucksNads. :iconeffwit:Effwit 14 2


yeahhh. i'm probably not going to finish this...


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i like cats, reptiles, dogs, and chocolate... O.o

oh, yeah, all my art are o.c.'s unless otherwise stated, and i don't steal art; I'm not that petty

Current Residence: berkeley
Favourite genre of music: hard rock
MP3 player of choice: ipod


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MishaCosplay Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2012
thanks for the :+fav: on my fionna hat tutorial! =D
no problem, i actually intend to use it, but not at the moment, great job btdubbs
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ravebloodnymph Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2011
Thank you so much for favoriting my song, Precious Songbird. Were you considering entering the contest?
okay! :) and your song is so pretty!
ravebloodnymph Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2011
OH, thank you so much! :blush: I can't say it's my best work, in the slightest, but I like the idea behind it. ^_^
CamilaCantThink Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2011  Student Photographer
HI Ambie!!!!!! :D Im supper bored and miss uuuu! COME BACK FROM ORGAN ESTUPIDA!
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